Call Me Panda

It does seem like the dark circles affecting the beauty of my eyes ain’t goin’ anywhere for the time being. @.@ They couldn’t anyway even if they wanted to, with me still procrastinating my sleeping time. *slump*

And if I don’t watch it, soon, they might just be there for eternity. *gasp* *shudder*

Please do pardon my idiocy, I tend to do things that I know is not good for my own good (otherwise known as bad habits…) and scare myself after that from time to time. *sweat* But be rest assured that it’s nothing serious, though it probably would be in the long run. *sweat a lot*

The company is undergoing another round of change, both in terms of staff as well as management. To me, this time, it seems like the whole organization is being shaken up from head to toe…figuratively speaking, of course. And of course we all hope for the best outcome. *cross fingers*

As for me, I finally feel the deep pressure to really change my working habits. I’ve been in my comfort zone for far too long, so much so that I don’t even realize that I’m losing myself because of it. It’s happened to me quite a few times before (both related and unrelated to work) and it’s happening to me again. I really don’t want to let it happen to me ever again lah… *whine*

And that is why I’m feeling the same feeling of insecurity all over again. Not to say really scared, but I am worried that I would not be able to live up to expectations again. Especially my own expectations.